Trying to Chase the Cool? i Think So!

"A Hole you make is a hole you will have to drive through"- whatever you do or say you will have to live with it as you actions are the only things which back up what you say and saying things which arent quite true..then proving your talk will make it harder for you to walk the walk and in the end, forcing you to fall into the hole you made yourself!"

It's a new place, new faces, and only thing to do is to make acquaintances so that the feeling of
an "outkast"..."loneliness" and "emptyness"can be avoided. The first few meets and greets with those unknown and new can be a determination of what the next meets and greets will result in- First Impression? Quite Right!

This first impression is best achieved and MAINTAINED i repeat MAINTAINED when a character upholds themselve's as themselves and not through the ways of deception and basic element of life- LIES! Yes, most won't be suprised by this element which is practised by many and also by someone who is somewhat a friend..mate..brother..whatever they might think..but i dont think so!

WHY? well its simple, being pushed away, avoided, ignored, put down and repeatedly being hypocritically criticised, just to get that little bit of fresh attention, which they are not used to but
like and therefore resulted in me saying "repeateadly" ...

Why this happens....is totally un-explainable..never have i experienced someone so eager to
feast their time on "attention seeking"..through lies, "ass-kissing"(had no better way to say that haha) and like LUPE said which is also what the only thing i had to say was..

QUIT CHASING THE COOOL! (cool in the negative of senses)

Ok lets slightly divert this to the topicof loyalty..something this person clearly lacks and knows that they do..but does not want to do anything about it. Im actually sort of happy that they dont
care about how much they care as it just gives me a confirmation of one less person i can add to my christmas card list:) ..hypothetically speaking though haha

WHY THIS BOTHERS ME?..[years of friendship, TIMES, talks, shared experiences]..
To the person this can mean as much as a nutshell... .IN THE BLINK OF AN EYE!

And c'mon if you LOVE someone..why deny it?
its totally stupid..!
ok i might sound corney for the next couple of lines..
but isnt it love when you admit that you love someone!
i shall accept that addmittance was done..but also denial
was taking place(more than once) ..why?..again!..to gain attraction from the attractive opposite sex..only to expand the limitation of boundaries between..on a desirable physical level.

QUIET THE SITE ISN'T IT!

Communication of this between myself and the "rebel" of normality is narrowing as time ticks..
all i have to say is..karma always prevails and dont lie to fit in..you'll either be accepted or
realise that it isnt for you!:)

"AN OBSCENE OBSESSION for the "coolest" "


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